Friday, April 22, 2011

Pristine

A/N: This is a SongFic for "Worldwide", a song by the BTR. I know this is fluff. It just came out of the blue. So maybe give it a try and read? This is basically about a guy, who's a superstar and his non-showbiz girlfriend where he tries comforting her doubts :)


I was in London for my first ever world tour. And I had to leave my girlfriend, Pristine, on the other side of the world.

This was actually the first time we'd be apart for so long. I've been worrying about her since I stepped off the plane for the first of the twenty-five countries I would be touring.

I would always call her to check if she's been doing fine. And we would talk for almost an hour before hanging up on each other.

One night, I've been missing her so bad I called her all the way from London.

"How was your day? Cause I've been missing you by my side," I admitted.

I could hear the smile in her voice when she said she was already fine because I called.

I realized it was past three am in L.A. that I hurriedly asked if I woke her up.

"Did I awake you out off your dream? I'm sorry but I couldn't sleep. I've been pacing in my room for the past ten minutes but you calm me down. There's something about the sound of your voice," she assured me it was okay and that she couldn't sleep either.

"I've just been missing you too bad "

"Soon we'll be together. We'll pick up right where we left off," I promised.

"And Pristine?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you. "

"I love you too."

I kept thinking I can hardly take another goodbye. I never wanted this conversation to end. I never want us to end.

We talked about how beautiful the countries were and that how I wanted so badly to spend these times with her.

"How many more days...?" she trailed off. But I knew exactly what she meant.

"Baby I won't be long. You're the one that I'm waiting on," I said. Wanting her to hang on to every word I said.

"James, it's really okay. I miss you terribly but I understand that this... you love your music. Just..." she paused for a while and continued, "Just don't forget about me okay? You'll be meeting loads of fans there. And they'll all be prettier than me," she said in a hushed tone that made me want to hug her tight and never let go.

"Yes, I may meet a million pretty girls that know my name but don't you worry, cause you have my heart."

I could hear her exhale out of relief.

We stayed like that for a while, just listening to each other's breathing.

It's hard, moving from country to country. But the show must go on and I needed Pristine to be strong.

I found my solace just hearing her angelic voice and I was okay again. Knowing that she was fine was enough for me.

Breaking off the silence,

"Wherever the wind blows me, you're still the one and only girl on my mind," she started protesting that I couldn't be so sure. That I may meet someone better than her.

"No, Pristine. Listen. There ain't no one better than you. So always remember, you're mine and I'm yours. I am and will always be, okay?"

"Yes. You do know I love you, right?"

"Yes, baby. I do. And I love you too,"

It was around four in the morning back to where she was so I said I'd better go now since I didn't want to keep her up all night.

We hung up but not without another round of I Love yous and I love you too's.

I finally felt at peace. Sure i missed her but she also gave me strength. And of course, for all the songs I've sang and written, she had been my inspiration.

I was still on the first country but I finally found the strength to perform in front of thousands of people. Pristine.

1 comment:

  1. Hi, Pia. I really had a hard time thinking where I should put my comments, so, well, here I am. :)) I discovered the POST A COMMENT! button. LOL.

    Okay, so I think your one-shots are terrific in its form, always surprising with your creativity. I love how you seem to know to express your emotions more clearly now. And you have grown very well as a writer. I envy you. ;)

    I like your Dramione story particularly well, since you know, I'm a die hard Dramione Fan. And, let's just say Hermione should be shot dead. :) Amen? Amen.

    Anyway, Pia, I'm falling in love with your blog more and more now.

    You are awesome. ;)

    ~ Isabel. :)

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