"Your ZING
only comes once your life," But not in my case. My zing came
twice. I guess we weren't ready for each other the first time.
I met him when we were
still in first year. He struck me as someone who didn't really gave a damn
about anything. He looked so carefree and reckless. Yes, first impressions do
last but they can be changed.
He became my seat mate
for almost three gradings and I knew him. Like really knew him for who he
really was. He wasn't exactly this reckless-I-do-not-give-a-damn kind of guy
(though he still is, just a little bit) who I thought he was. He was actually
really sweet and funny and charming when he wanted to.
I fell for him. Hard.
But you know, shit does happen so yeah. I wrote something about what happened
to us at that time.
That was three years
ago, though. Who'd have thought HE would want me back? Who'd have
thought that I would want him back? But yes, God has His ways. We
started texting and talking and it just clicked. It felt like we just zinged. :">
At first, I got scared
of the possibilities. Voices inside me kept whispering, "He left you once,
he can do it again.", "He hurt you twice, he can do it again the
third time.", "He led you on before, he can do it again." But, I
believe in the power of zing; the power of forever
So
yes, we got back together. :""""> And being with him, it
just makes me forget that I've been hurt before. ❤
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